2010…

As I said my resolution will is finish what I start. Small projects here at the house and games I have started and not finished.Speaking of that here is the list of games I have to complete.:

Resistance 2

Lego: Batman

Halo 3

Mega Man 9

God of War Collection

Uncharted and Uncharted 2

Dead Space

Contra: Rebirth

My Goal is simple. I will not by another game until I complete the games above. Kinda sucks to cause I want to buy Bayonetta. For the game or the “action” you decide:

A New Year? But Where did the decade go?

That is the question I asked myself when I realized that the end of the year was coming. Then again after 32 years of life I should know. But hey all things sneak up on you….

I usually wait until my birthday to reflect of the year and learn from my own mistakes. But I have a decade to think of now.  Wonder what I learned? Here ya go…

1. High school  is actually over and as hard as I try people I would see on a daily\weekly basis is not going to happen. That is until Facebook came around. I can see them but in a different sense.

2. Work? Yah that sucks ass. But now being a unfortunate evil I have to bear.

3. My parents made it look easy when it came to keeping a home up.

4. Sleeping until 2:00pm is out unless I have the flu and even then its still out.

5. Friends have come and gone over the years. Some I still value their friendship. Others have changed more then I ever could have imagined. Good and bad. Some are parents and some have moved away. I still call them friend just not the same way.

6. Kids have completely changed my outlook on every single thing in my life. Parents made it look easy and its not. Even a simple run to Turkey Hill is a project. But they have made me smile, laugh and cry in ways that I never thought I could and I would not trade that for the world. My daughters are my whole world now and of course their mother as well…

7. Quitting smoking is a cute New Years resolution like 7 times in a row. Now that I have actually completed it the challenge is to stay away. But I can’t see doing that ever again. I will be their to do cliche things with my kids no matter what.

8. That 2 weeks a year with my brother is no where near enough. When he is in town we go back to 10 and 15 year old kids. We bought Nerf guns this year for Xmas eve dinner. That says its all…

9. I have kept up my other resolution by trying new things food, experiences etc. Some I loved others not so much. But in the end I tried and that is what I want my girls to see. Although all we eat is chicken nuggets and fries. We will get passed that.

10. That I am getting older and can admit it. I cannot eat pizza at 3:00am and sleep through the night. Nah I get up twice a night to piss…

11. My understanding of women has actually gone up a notch in ten years. Figure by the time I die I might have a 1/4 percent of the things they do figured out.

12. I have noticed that some of the things my dad did when I was a kid I am doing now. I hated some of them and now I do them daily.

13. That bad luck can come to one and all no matter how lucky they are.

14. I will round this list out with my favorite. Don’t drink and drive I always use this at the end…

10 years all here? Nope. Just the points worth mentioning. More to come as I the 32 year old child heads for 33…..

Also my resolution this year will to finish what I start…

Passed out…

Bath time for my beautiful girls

My buddy snoozing away…

So a year later…

Ready for the big day!

Kee Kee is also ready for the big day!

Running to get to the door...

As I walked away...

It was rough on Kate too!!

It was easier this time but the silence was the worst part when I got home. But in the end now I will get some time with Kate that I don’t normally have. So all is good. Being a parent is a ever changing thing that always has a new challenge ahead…

Parenting has its harder moments….

This was my Meghan the day she was born. Actually that is just a few short hours after they cut her from Kelly. That was the happiest day of my life up to that point. Okay she has gone from that to this experience yesterday..

We started a rather large lay-away at KMART on Sunday. Went around picked up most of the toys we wanted to buy the kids in our lives. So as we are picking out the clothes for Meghan to wear on or after Chirstmas I go straight to the same place I always do in the store. I had picked out a good 3 outfits when the next shock to my heart happened. Kelly says “Uh Jer we need to shop the bigger girls clothes now”. So after I shook off that dear in the head light look. I walked over there thinking well its just a change in sizes no big deal. Yeah I was wrong about that. I am already confused as all hell when it comes to clothes for women as it is. They have goofy sizes, styles and such. No where is there a size for a guy that has 2 numbers in that little tag on the hanger. (Example 6\7). All of the stuff I buy is XL. Jeans are also screwy. Women have Low rise, Ultra low rise, hip huggers and about 20 others. Guys have a choice in color…ok I know enough…

Also in that area was underwear and bras for little girls and I am barely capable of understanding the sizes…Long road ahead.

The point in all of this is that the little girl in the picture above is nothing like the girl I have now…

Meghan took this while I dozed on the couch this morning…

Empties…

What a nice day…